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Not going to lie

I’m the type that gets jealous. Knowing that someone else get to see you everyday. Someone else get to talk to you everyday. Someone else who is able to put a smile on your face and make you laugh effortlessly. Someone who gets to hug you all the time. Someone you’d rather talk to and make plans revolving around them than me. I’m just jealous that someone else deserves your attention more and how I would have to bare with it. Having to share someone who means a lot to me, someone who is my world to me, with someone else and having to smile in front of you like I’m not hurting inside. And when that person fails to see you or talk to you because they have plans or something, I would be your run to. I would be your last resort, your back up when your main is not available. You don’t know how happy I get when you contact me first and talk to me, better yet, ask me to hang out and I would instantaneously agree to go. Sadly, it would only last a while until you main comes around again and I would be on hold on the side until I’m needed. Jealousy plus heartache is not a good mix.

(Source: itshlanny)

Loving the weaattthhheeerrr((: !

Yearbook ordered! I’m happy and anxious!!

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Single

I don’t mind being single but there’s some people who are so bugged by the fact of being single. I don’t get why. I’m single and I’m fine with it. I mean I DO miss the things that couples do but sometimes, it’s better off being single. At least find your happiness first, be stable, get everything you need to get done, and then get in a relationship if you want. Seeing all these post saying how much someone hates boys, how much they like being single, how they’re done with guys, and then next thing you know, they would post  or reblog a picture of a couple or something relationship wise and then put “Forever Alone” -.- I thought you said…? You don’t need a guy to be happy. You don’t need to be in a relationship to be happy. You, yourself, can make your own happiness and enjoy the good things in life. Once you’re ready, then go have as much relationships you can. That doesn’t mean go release your sexual frustration that’s been building up. Just have a normal relationship where sex is not involved, those are the meaningful ones. I think that a relationship can go without sex. But that’s just my own opinion. Being single and just doing you is not as bad as some people think and this goes out to boys and girls. I can understand that it’s gonna be hard to stay single once you just got out of a relationship because then you’ll crave what you usually do when in a relationship but once you got a hang of being single, you can see how different and new it is. I can’t promise you that it will be but it doesn’t hurt to experience new things. 
Just give it a try.  

(Source: itshlanny)

Being introduced with a title

I find it sweet and special when I’m with someone and they introduce me to their friends but with a title along with my name. It’s such a warm feeling and it makes me feel so special. I remember when I was at the mall with Tiffany back in the days and we saw two of her guy friends, they hugged and greeted each other and then I was just standing there minding my own business and then Tiffany introduced me to him as her little ‘sister’ even though we’re not really sister but we are like one and it made me smile. Cause non of my friends ever done that before and she was the first and it felt nice to be able to be introduced to someone with a title. Then there’s also ChrisTP, we’ve been hanging out a lot these past 1 ish 2 years and whenever I meet his friends or new people, he would introduce me as his best friend and it makes me smile cause he would say it with a smile like he’s proud to have me as a best friend and it makes me smile and all giddy inside too. Having someone you are close with introduce you with a title to someone new is a great feeling<3 ! That’s why when I usually introduce my close friends to my other friends, I would usually introduce their name follow by a title. I know I want to have that great feeling so why not let others feel it too? And then there’s those that doesn’t put you in the same place as you put them and it makes things awkward when introducing them with a title and they’re just standing there emotionless and greeting the other person not caring that I introduced them like so -.- . I guess that’s a way to find out what I mean to that person? I remember a few times introducing someone who is close to me and I was so happy to introduce them as my [title] and they just stood there looking at me as I smile and talk with an emotionless dull face -.- okay then..Anywho! At least there are others out there who will appreciate it.

To simply put things: I love getting introduced to someone with a title and seeing the smile and how happy they are to have me as that “title” <3

(Source: itshlanny)

Prom dress? CHECK(: !!

My phone is connected again(: ! I was so lonely with a dead disconnected phone throughout the whole day

Feels good to be back&see my studens again. Many students need help today&called me nonstop.Made me smile(: !

English homework: done. Practicum essay: done.

Can this day get any better(: ?! I can’t stop smiling right now(‘: .Such a cute and sweet day

How the event went(: !

4 things went wrong but overall great. I set my alarm at 5:00am on my phone before I sleep so I can wake up to finish putting everything together. But for some reason, it didn’t save or something so it didnt ring until 5:57 am which is my normal time to wake up. I was so tired to wake up because I stayed up to 3 am to finish what I could do then and then an english essay.I basically got only 2-3hrs of sleep. I rushed to go to the bathroom to freshen up and then I just left to the kitchen and cram everything because I had less than an hour to finish and go get some last minute things. I was rushing like crazy but I tried to concentrate and make it look nice. I started off with doing the flowers first because I had an idea of which color will go with what. Then I set those aside on the sink and pop the fridge open to get the strawberries and celery sticks out and then fetched the knife and scissors and got to work. I was slowed down because the celeries werent working with me so I had to take them out of the bag and cut them shorter but in the end, it looked stunning! I even loved it and it was worth the effort(: ! I finished everything in half an hour and then I rushed into my bedroom to get ready for school. I wanted to go to Starbucks to get 2 more items but i didnt have enough time and there would probably be a long line so I had to go to 7-11 instead to get 2 drinks since I had no other option. Went to class early and the sub thought my bouquet of strawberries was creative and nice and he jokingly said he wants to use that idea next time.lol.sure(: ! Then more people came and got impressed and wowed by the amount of stuff I had and how its only for one person and they were really impress by the bouquet of strawberries and they said how they wish they were my best friend and that I spoil my best friend and how I treat her like a princess(: ! It’s not only valentines day but also project sincerity for me so I had to make it big to make it meaningful and i put a lot of effrt in it.< .lol. Nhi was supposed to be outside so I can give the items for that period to her to give to my best friend but she came late and didnt answer my phone call so I had to leave and cant bbe late for 2nd period. It got me a bit upset because I couldnt go to starbucks this morning and I couldnt give her the items on time and I thought the day would get worse but it ended good. Dana couldn’t show me where she sits in 3rd so I was lost and didnt knnow what to do until I saw Dalena standing outside with her friend and I asked her to put the items down for me. Went to third and I cut the border of the finale letter and then paste it on a matte board. When the bell rang Krista asked if I want her to put anything in my best friends locker and i said sure so I gave her a bag of flower and a gift bag for that period. Then I got my stuff and ran to the bus so I can put down my stuff before my best friend sees it,only to forget my phone back in the classroom charging when I was 1/3 of the way there and i had to run back and get it and run to the bus again. I asked Nicki to put the rest of the bags onto the bus while I walk to my best friend to hand give her 3 yellow roses(which symbolizes friendship,caring,and apologies) along with a mixtape and a short letter. I was nervous and shy to do it at first because I dont give people flowers before and especially my best friend whom I havent talked to in over a month, but whatever, I pulled myself together,took a deep breathe and walked up to her and gave her the roses.I was hoping to be able to hug her and just like I wanted,she turned around and extended her arms to hug me and that made me smile while catalina keep saying awwws >.< lol. Once I got on the bus,I asked nicki if the bags and flowers are with her and she said he put it on my best friend’s bus and I’m like fuuuuck! I wanted you to put it on our bus,theyre not supppose to be given yet and she felt so bad and kept saying sorry.lol. it’s okay Nicki! I got the bag for 6th period back from her afterwards so I can put in another item and then when I was walking to 6th period after lunch,I saw her and Catalina walking to the library but opposite directions so I had to take a deep breath and went up to her and gave it to her and she had so many things to hold from me and school books and I wanted to help her carry but she said it was okay,so then all three of us walked to the library. I was going to sit with Catalina but she asked if we had to sit with our group and I said idk and Katrina said we do so I had to put my backpack back on and yelled out Dalena if we have to sit with our group and she said that it would be helpful so I went over to her and Alanya. Dalena called out best friend’s name and asked if she’s going to sit with us but she said she just put her stuff down and Dalena just said okay. And then Alanya asked if we’re okay and I’m like yeah,then she asked why didn’t she come then or something and I said because she had a lot of stuff to carry and it would be a hassle to get them and move over here and they just said ohhh ok and we just went to work. I pulled out the finale letter and showed dalena how bright it was and she was like whats that until she saw the words and her eyes popped and so did alanya and it made me laugh because I was like that before too when best wrote me lengthy letter but now I’m used to it,I told her I wanted to write more but it wont fit so I had to cut it short an she was like -_- haha. I didn’t let anyone read it though. I asked her if i should give it to her now or later cause I cant decide and he said after class so you guys can talk but I had to get pick up right after so I cant.I decided to give it to her right away and stood up but she was texting and I was shy and nervous again so i just sat down and said that she was texting so I’ll give it to her later. Next thing you know, best came and sat next to me and she left all her stuff at the Desk/computer she was sitting at and just came empty handed to sit with us next to me and it made me smile so much inside but I had to be calm and not go crazy. I wanted to talk to her and say something but idk if she would respond or what the heck to say so i just kept quiet for a while. I tried to say something related to the project but i sounded retardedly stupid so I just stopped then. -.- my freaking self man! That was bad. Then I got hungry cause Dalena keeps telling me that she was hungry so I decided to chew gum to forget about it, I was going to ask best if she wants one but she was talking to dana so I didnt want to bother her. I wanted to give her a hug before I go to mcdonalds and she goes to class but she went and walked with dana so I didn’t want to feel all stupid and awkward so I just left cause I received an urgent phone call so I had to run to mcdonalds. another mishap happened when best didn’t see the last gift for her that Krista said she’ll ask her teacher to put it in he locker for her and I wonder if she ever found it. I hope so! Well today went sweel despite the mishaps but I was happen things went smooth in a way and that i was able to get to hug her again after so long, actually look at each other in the eye and said something when I came to her class to get the bag for 6th period back,and that she sat next to me in gov. On top of that, I noticed that her shirt matches the construction paper I used! Omg another smily inside(: ! It was a hot pinkish or a neon pinkish color? Bright as heck on the paper but she loves pink so mostly everything consists of pink.Hopefully her eyes won’t get all thing from reading the letters on the pink sheets. First time doing something big for Valentines Day and it went pretty well, I had a great day and I hope best liked everything<3 !

Having a good day(: ! My surprise went well although it had a few iffies but still good

Quote of the day: “Being happy at something is better than being miserable at someone you can’t have.”

(Source: itshlanny)

Virgos often generate their time and energy into making those they love happy or successful.

(Source: itshlanny)

Not going to lie

I’m the type that gets jealous. Knowing that someone else get to see you everyday. Someone else get to talk to you everyday. Someone else who is able to put a smile on your face and make you laugh effortlessly. Someone who gets to hug you all the time. Someone you’d rather talk to and make plans revolving around them than me. I’m just jealous that someone else deserves your attention more and how I would have to bare with it. Having to share someone who means a lot to me, someone who is my world to me, with someone else and having to smile in front of you like I’m not hurting inside. And when that person fails to see you or talk to you because they have plans or something, I would be your run to. I would be your last resort, your back up when your main is not available. You don’t know how happy I get when you contact me first and talk to me, better yet, ask me to hang out and I would instantaneously agree to go. Sadly, it would only last a while until you main comes around again and I would be on hold on the side until I’m needed. Jealousy plus heartache is not a good mix.

(Source: itshlanny)

Loving the weaattthhheeerrr((: !

Yearbook ordered! I’m happy and anxious!!

(Source: itshlanny)

Single

I don’t mind being single but there’s some people who are so bugged by the fact of being single. I don’t get why. I’m single and I’m fine with it. I mean I DO miss the things that couples do but sometimes, it’s better off being single. At least find your happiness first, be stable, get everything you need to get done, and then get in a relationship if you want. Seeing all these post saying how much someone hates boys, how much they like being single, how they’re done with guys, and then next thing you know, they would post  or reblog a picture of a couple or something relationship wise and then put “Forever Alone” -.- I thought you said…? You don’t need a guy to be happy. You don’t need to be in a relationship to be happy. You, yourself, can make your own happiness and enjoy the good things in life. Once you’re ready, then go have as much relationships you can. That doesn’t mean go release your sexual frustration that’s been building up. Just have a normal relationship where sex is not involved, those are the meaningful ones. I think that a relationship can go without sex. But that’s just my own opinion. Being single and just doing you is not as bad as some people think and this goes out to boys and girls. I can understand that it’s gonna be hard to stay single once you just got out of a relationship because then you’ll crave what you usually do when in a relationship but once you got a hang of being single, you can see how different and new it is. I can’t promise you that it will be but it doesn’t hurt to experience new things. 
Just give it a try.  

(Source: itshlanny)

Being introduced with a title

I find it sweet and special when I’m with someone and they introduce me to their friends but with a title along with my name. It’s such a warm feeling and it makes me feel so special. I remember when I was at the mall with Tiffany back in the days and we saw two of her guy friends, they hugged and greeted each other and then I was just standing there minding my own business and then Tiffany introduced me to him as her little ‘sister’ even though we’re not really sister but we are like one and it made me smile. Cause non of my friends ever done that before and she was the first and it felt nice to be able to be introduced to someone with a title. Then there’s also ChrisTP, we’ve been hanging out a lot these past 1 ish 2 years and whenever I meet his friends or new people, he would introduce me as his best friend and it makes me smile cause he would say it with a smile like he’s proud to have me as a best friend and it makes me smile and all giddy inside too. Having someone you are close with introduce you with a title to someone new is a great feeling<3 ! That’s why when I usually introduce my close friends to my other friends, I would usually introduce their name follow by a title. I know I want to have that great feeling so why not let others feel it too? And then there’s those that doesn’t put you in the same place as you put them and it makes things awkward when introducing them with a title and they’re just standing there emotionless and greeting the other person not caring that I introduced them like so -.- . I guess that’s a way to find out what I mean to that person? I remember a few times introducing someone who is close to me and I was so happy to introduce them as my [title] and they just stood there looking at me as I smile and talk with an emotionless dull face -.- okay then..Anywho! At least there are others out there who will appreciate it.

To simply put things: I love getting introduced to someone with a title and seeing the smile and how happy they are to have me as that “title” <3

(Source: itshlanny)

Prom dress? CHECK(: !!

My phone is connected again(: ! I was so lonely with a dead disconnected phone throughout the whole day

Feels good to be back&see my studens again. Many students need help today&called me nonstop.Made me smile(: !

English homework: done. Practicum essay: done.

Can this day get any better(: ?! I can’t stop smiling right now(‘: .Such a cute and sweet day

How the event went(: !

4 things went wrong but overall great. I set my alarm at 5:00am on my phone before I sleep so I can wake up to finish putting everything together. But for some reason, it didn’t save or something so it didnt ring until 5:57 am which is my normal time to wake up. I was so tired to wake up because I stayed up to 3 am to finish what I could do then and then an english essay.I basically got only 2-3hrs of sleep. I rushed to go to the bathroom to freshen up and then I just left to the kitchen and cram everything because I had less than an hour to finish and go get some last minute things. I was rushing like crazy but I tried to concentrate and make it look nice. I started off with doing the flowers first because I had an idea of which color will go with what. Then I set those aside on the sink and pop the fridge open to get the strawberries and celery sticks out and then fetched the knife and scissors and got to work. I was slowed down because the celeries werent working with me so I had to take them out of the bag and cut them shorter but in the end, it looked stunning! I even loved it and it was worth the effort(: ! I finished everything in half an hour and then I rushed into my bedroom to get ready for school. I wanted to go to Starbucks to get 2 more items but i didnt have enough time and there would probably be a long line so I had to go to 7-11 instead to get 2 drinks since I had no other option. Went to class early and the sub thought my bouquet of strawberries was creative and nice and he jokingly said he wants to use that idea next time.lol.sure(: ! Then more people came and got impressed and wowed by the amount of stuff I had and how its only for one person and they were really impress by the bouquet of strawberries and they said how they wish they were my best friend and that I spoil my best friend and how I treat her like a princess(: ! It’s not only valentines day but also project sincerity for me so I had to make it big to make it meaningful and i put a lot of effrt in it.< .lol. Nhi was supposed to be outside so I can give the items for that period to her to give to my best friend but she came late and didnt answer my phone call so I had to leave and cant bbe late for 2nd period. It got me a bit upset because I couldnt go to starbucks this morning and I couldnt give her the items on time and I thought the day would get worse but it ended good. Dana couldn’t show me where she sits in 3rd so I was lost and didnt knnow what to do until I saw Dalena standing outside with her friend and I asked her to put the items down for me. Went to third and I cut the border of the finale letter and then paste it on a matte board. When the bell rang Krista asked if I want her to put anything in my best friends locker and i said sure so I gave her a bag of flower and a gift bag for that period. Then I got my stuff and ran to the bus so I can put down my stuff before my best friend sees it,only to forget my phone back in the classroom charging when I was 1/3 of the way there and i had to run back and get it and run to the bus again. I asked Nicki to put the rest of the bags onto the bus while I walk to my best friend to hand give her 3 yellow roses(which symbolizes friendship,caring,and apologies) along with a mixtape and a short letter. I was nervous and shy to do it at first because I dont give people flowers before and especially my best friend whom I havent talked to in over a month, but whatever, I pulled myself together,took a deep breathe and walked up to her and gave her the roses.I was hoping to be able to hug her and just like I wanted,she turned around and extended her arms to hug me and that made me smile while catalina keep saying awwws >.< lol. Once I got on the bus,I asked nicki if the bags and flowers are with her and she said he put it on my best friend’s bus and I’m like fuuuuck! I wanted you to put it on our bus,theyre not supppose to be given yet and she felt so bad and kept saying sorry.lol. it’s okay Nicki! I got the bag for 6th period back from her afterwards so I can put in another item and then when I was walking to 6th period after lunch,I saw her and Catalina walking to the library but opposite directions so I had to take a deep breath and went up to her and gave it to her and she had so many things to hold from me and school books and I wanted to help her carry but she said it was okay,so then all three of us walked to the library. I was going to sit with Catalina but she asked if we had to sit with our group and I said idk and Katrina said we do so I had to put my backpack back on and yelled out Dalena if we have to sit with our group and she said that it would be helpful so I went over to her and Alanya. Dalena called out best friend’s name and asked if she’s going to sit with us but she said she just put her stuff down and Dalena just said okay. And then Alanya asked if we’re okay and I’m like yeah,then she asked why didn’t she come then or something and I said because she had a lot of stuff to carry and it would be a hassle to get them and move over here and they just said ohhh ok and we just went to work. I pulled out the finale letter and showed dalena how bright it was and she was like whats that until she saw the words and her eyes popped and so did alanya and it made me laugh because I was like that before too when best wrote me lengthy letter but now I’m used to it,I told her I wanted to write more but it wont fit so I had to cut it short an she was like -_- haha. I didn’t let anyone read it though. I asked her if i should give it to her now or later cause I cant decide and he said after class so you guys can talk but I had to get pick up right after so I cant.I decided to give it to her right away and stood up but she was texting and I was shy and nervous again so i just sat down and said that she was texting so I’ll give it to her later. Next thing you know, best came and sat next to me and she left all her stuff at the Desk/computer she was sitting at and just came empty handed to sit with us next to me and it made me smile so much inside but I had to be calm and not go crazy. I wanted to talk to her and say something but idk if she would respond or what the heck to say so i just kept quiet for a while. I tried to say something related to the project but i sounded retardedly stupid so I just stopped then. -.- my freaking self man! That was bad. Then I got hungry cause Dalena keeps telling me that she was hungry so I decided to chew gum to forget about it, I was going to ask best if she wants one but she was talking to dana so I didnt want to bother her. I wanted to give her a hug before I go to mcdonalds and she goes to class but she went and walked with dana so I didn’t want to feel all stupid and awkward so I just left cause I received an urgent phone call so I had to run to mcdonalds. another mishap happened when best didn’t see the last gift for her that Krista said she’ll ask her teacher to put it in he locker for her and I wonder if she ever found it. I hope so! Well today went sweel despite the mishaps but I was happen things went smooth in a way and that i was able to get to hug her again after so long, actually look at each other in the eye and said something when I came to her class to get the bag for 6th period back,and that she sat next to me in gov. On top of that, I noticed that her shirt matches the construction paper I used! Omg another smily inside(: ! It was a hot pinkish or a neon pinkish color? Bright as heck on the paper but she loves pink so mostly everything consists of pink.Hopefully her eyes won’t get all thing from reading the letters on the pink sheets. First time doing something big for Valentines Day and it went pretty well, I had a great day and I hope best liked everything<3 !

Having a good day(: ! My surprise went well although it had a few iffies but still good

Quote of the day: “Being happy at something is better than being miserable at someone you can’t have.”

(Source: itshlanny)

Virgos often generate their time and energy into making those they love happy or successful.

(Source: itshlanny)

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