I gave in
into talking to you again. I really needed someone to talk to and no one was there for me. I’ve known you for over 6 years now and you’ve been there all along and know every things that goes on in my life, even the little ones. Every goods and bads, every disputes between me and others, mainly my family and Tiffany and Nicolette. You gave me advices, you voiced your opinions. You comforted me and tried to make me feel better and I really appreciated that. I thought about it and I can’t go another day without my best friend and updating him on things. We last talked on Valentine’s day and here I am, giving in and decided to forgive you. It was a messed up move that you pulled on me and I really don’t know what else to say, but I know for a fact that, I don’t want that to get in the way of our friendship and to see our friendship go down the hill like that. We’ve been through a lot and know so much about each other and been there for each other and to not be able to talk to one of my best friend anymore kills me inside as much as it kills you. I hope I didn’t make the wrong decision this time and that our friendship won’t get all uncomfortable and awkward after this. It’s going to take a while for me to warm up to you again but knowing me, I’ll probably be fine very soon but I will be cautious this time and have my guards up but I’ll try not to let that get in the way of our friendship.
I forgive you ChrisTP.
(Source: itshlanny)